It's Monday again today and as usual, I found it onerous waking up early and getting to my weekday grind. I set my alarm to 8:00am last night so I can have nine hours of sleep, leave at 8:30am, and arrive here at 8:45am.
Instead, I was up at 8:30am, left at 9:15am, and arrived at 9:30am.
On the way here, I was awakened yet enraptured by the Beekeeper. Oftentimes, listening to her sing her stories and confessions drowns me in my own. Dazed, I find myself staring at time as it slowly passes by.
when my dreams cease
to annul the past
when my dreams cease
to desire for a utopian future
my paradise will be real
I haven't seen them
for a while
I stare at the ceiling
I stare into space
knowing that they may never come